Short/Long week

Well....what a week, it was short for me...and long at the same time...short because I had 2 days off from work and my employees that are like my kids, which I dont have by the way (different story) and long because I was awaiting a day with a friend of mine and we had a blast...well I did we will have to see what she says!! haha...her dog and mine almost fighting..over a plastic bone...she has a Pitbull and I have a Boxer.....both a year old or close to a year....so make your bets gentlemen....I think my boxer would win, it all started Thursday me preparing for the carne asada at my house....I cleaned my house or at least I think I did real good and went to the store to buy all the materials for it...and my grill was a rim converted into a bbq grill was pretty cool my neighbor lend it to me....I had trouble starting that fire...but I did and it was good dinner...than the party started...me laying in my bed almost all night....and her dancing...which was perfect for me...cuz I didnt want nothing else to do but enjoy the night...some white wine, red wine, champagne and I wanted some beer but the dam lady in the store didnt want to sell any, and it was like 2am thats about the only thing I hate about Puerto Vallarta they stop selling liqour at 12am, I mean dont they understand there are drunks out there like me that need a fix at 2 or 3 in the morning how can they deprive me from that.

I also forgot the feelings of enjoyment from what I did...it had been a long time, too long and its good to feel that way once in a while like me smoking a joint I do it once in a long while but because I want it and wish it not because I need it or crave for it which should be something people should understand, well I actually dont know why I started writing this blog or to what purpose, Im not a guy with an imagination to write about every little thing, I actually am a person that forgets everything...if its not of my benefit or importance, I automatically throw it away....its weird.

Well anyways....see you next time!!! oh yeah today is clasico America Chivas and my Aguilas will win!!!

Its my Bday

Wow...today is my 29th birthday...and I lived so much and so little at the same time....Ive seen things I dont wish on anybody..but there are things I havent seen that I wish I could....like a different country, different scenery from the one here in Mexico, I mean I am proud to be a Mexican however my soul is a nomad, always have to be on the go and be different places, which is hard once you are 29.

29 years are said easily yet for me it seems like an eternity....and it feels like I have lived for 40 years....and I still feel like Im 21.....Ive lived with my foster parents....Ive found my biological mother..dont know my real dad....Ive been to over 20 funerals....Ive witnessed over 3 births (those are very special) met my sisters and my brother, not a man of many friends but loyal to those I do have....done drugs, crack, peyote, ecstacy, coke, meth, never been an addict, dont do drugs now. Ive smoked cigarrettes and stopped for a long time and smoke again....Ive visited New York, Florida, California Texas, New Mexico, the Grand Canyon, Disneyland and Disneyworld when I was 21 Ive lived in Phoenix, Cancun, Puerto Escondido, Acapulco, Chihuaha, I know Playa del Carmen, Mazatlan, Cabo San Lucas...and yet with all that I have done in my 29 years I still feel unfulfilled...I have more to do, fall in love again....live another 29 years I hope and live more things and visit many more places....29 a long time but not enough.

my beginning....

Well...I dont know how to start this blog, but i guess its good to write stuff down....my name is Tim originally fromo Oaxaca Mexico but raised in the luke krohn projects....born out of a rape...given into adoption....at 11yrs old took my first steps in a long career in an 8 by 10....at 20 finished my career at that 8 by 10... at 21 met my real mom...at 23 moved out.....well there is a lot to tell if you are interested stay tuned!!! my life is a trip with some drugs on the side