My learning of this week!!!

it all started…3 weeks ago…I was looking for a job but then some friends had to come from Chicago…and the it all started the partying I went 6 days partying all night long and being on  the beach all day long getting 3 hours sleep….it was tough (yeah right) so here is a chronological order of what I did those days which was everything but look for a job

Thursday…I met up with them at La Chata good restaurant with a good chicken broth and Patrick and Chad who are younger than Bob who is like 60 years old and they are like 30 and 31 guys who have more money than you and I put together…well maybe not you…cuz I don't know you…but yes you cuz I do know you and these guys spend money like me drinking coke and believe me I drink alot of coke…we we went to Mandala bought a bottle of absolut well they did cuz I hung around Bob since he is the closer friend we bought a Bottle of Ketel One….in case you don't know its good Vodka better than Grey Goose depending on who you ask…(I have a full bottle at home I'm slowly drinking with Arandano juice (cranberry) went to sleep at 8am

Friday…..same shit different day…this time we went to Acqua….got a girl….

Saturday….was the craziest night of all…Cristopher got stupid drunk….we bough 3 bottles and somehow the bill went up to 12,000 pesos glad I wasn't paying (wasn't looking for a job remember) then went to the favorite place Hysteria and got a girl didn't go to sleep like until 9am….damm what a night….I could get into more detail..but some things you just don't say….

Sunday…I almost got into a fight with some guys walking down the street some me get drunk  I was beyond stupid drunk and still got a girl….earlier that day….did her on the beach…later that night…..oh yeah forgot to say same shit different day…by that is the same club every night and same table dance place….they know us by our first name…which is embarrassing sometimes but who cares

Monday…..same shit different day….well I ended up going home early not alone….but I got more sleep that day…..were calling me to go back…but I was happy with what I had at my bed…

Tuesday…last night …slow night…no more energy….couldn't even dance….got home at 3 not alone…..but didn't do much…..I sucked too damm tired…

 

What did I learn this whole week….well I learn I can still last with the best of them….144 hours awake 20 hours sleep and did no drugs….well only the first day…but none afterwards….

 

oh yeah and to look for a job

It saddens me....

    It saddens me sometimes to see....how we get so lost in ourselves that sometimes we dont stop and see what is around us...the people that truly care for you or us....and we dont stop to think if they will be there or not...they are just taken for granted...I myself that always have prided myself in helping anyone that I know that needs it...but that is the cost...of "friends"...good thing I never trusted anyone...and never expect anything in return....although it hurts when years later they admit I was right....or even wrong but I always spoke the truth...never sugarcoated it with what they wanted to hear but with what they had to hear...yet....people like to suffer I guess....myself included....but that is life I guess its a bitch and people can go years without realizing the truth but in the end....when its too late it is realized....when people have moved on and noticed that what they have been living its a lie....an empty lie....so I have to stay true to myself....and let them be a lie to themselves....

Canadians

Welll.......today was a good day, met up with old acquaintances I know all older people, but great people I know and I just came back from a great dinner....had some fish, chicken, salad, lots of Vodka and beer which count the most but its funny I didnt drink much, but we started telling old stories and laughing lots, it had been a while since I truly laughed like that, met new cute girls, and had great talks and good plans

  Its funny how when you think you are down there are always people that bring you back up and to me it means a lot to know people like that although I don't consider friends cuz I am not with them every day or talk to them every day or every week but when I see them its like they never left......all Canadians but the good Canadians....and they always take me into their home and have great times....and always asking Jim for a cigarette and are able to go into their fridge and grabbing whatever....it feels good....same people I spent last New Years I spent it with this New Year well not this New Year but yesterday and today, although only Justin was missing since he didn't come probably back home smoking weed just like we were doing down here, so that refreshes my heart always....and to me thats important have a good heart, many people don't like it or see it as weakness or just plain think I am always will be a curtsy kind of guy but to me its better than what they have, cuz they want or look for stuff I had or already had, and I have to keep my heart like that, they are not my friends cuz they don't know my life and I would never tell them...but they are good people everyone in these condos since I know everyone by their first name....they are good pals.....just wanted to write a little about that, now I am going to take a shower cuz I wrestled with one of the girls....in the pool and I probably stained...and then going back down....cuz there is more vodka and beer waiting.....and she is calling

January 1st 2010

Well....I wanted to write something last night, although I didn't...to me New Year is just another day, although I am used to spending it with someone this year was different, I spent it with my dog watching Dr.House...I went to my roof watched the fireworks and went to bed....it was kind of sad cuz I ended the year in a sad note...no job no money....but thats what I love the most the challenges that life throws me...its where I have to show my self how I can handle myself whether its good or bad...although the most sad I don't have anyone to suffer with and to help you thru those hard times...but thats ok....thats one thing I understood in a relationship I wanted to start...and this year will be different if I want to offer something I have to be more centered and less freaking poor, jaja...but thats ok like I said to myself before whoever wants me will want me for what I am and what I stand for....but I will save money this year.....that is my plan....

   Right now I am sitting at my friends condo in mismaloya....its 7:17pm jacuzzi is hot, quesadillas are ready....the view is breathtaking and what better way to start the year...then this although I want one more thing but that is not in my power to obtain...but thats ok....2010 will bring many surprises....and better stuff....and if doesnt...well thats ok too....cuz I am alive!!!!

  I love you.....and I love myslef too....lets be happy!!!