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Playa del Carmen, Quintana Roo, Mexico
MMM....difficult, freak, good hearted, loyal, without a care in the world

Puerto Vallarta

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Bitches!!!



I have had 2 dogs at my place!!! A boxer and a Pitbull both about the same age, and both female dogs....it is awesome to have 2 dogs and of different family obviusly the most beautiful and educated is my dog Ali my boxer...and its fun to watch her get jeaoulus of Nikki the pitbull which belongs to a friend of mine and the dog is a great dog....if you let her she will lick your face off....but oh my god having them both together is tiring taking them for a walk, one pulling you although she is short she is a strong dog....and they get along perfectly fine...although they get mad at each other over a piece of wood but they are on the roof and they play and play and play...the make a mess of my house so I havent cleaned my house in days but its great to have those dogs...the look I get on the street when I am walking two bad ass dogs!! and when they think they will get bit by them they get licked jaja...its funny.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Memories!!!


Today...well it actually started last night I started thinking about my past.....and a friend of mine came to mind...has been long since we talked, we hang on the corner...at his house.....savor his moms cooking which was good....doing BBQS in the backyard growing up, and reminiscing on all the good times we had and all the bad times also....and I come to realize how my life has changed for better or worse...I think for better because my friend is doing 17 years prison time and I wont see him until 2016 if I ever see him again....good times and bad times.....how can life change in one minute....when a decision can change your life...a decision not to go with him to that neighborhood....a decision where would have kept me in prison with him at this moment....a decision that I took to go somewhere else...to get 3 years....in prison....11 years less than him...however all done the same night....what a night.....that night in 1999.....and now me enjoying the sun...the beach...the girls....and him....enjoying his memories....memories where im definetly entwined in.....memories...where we will never forget each other however long life has passed...Memories

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Short/Long week

Well....what a week, it was short for me...and long at the same time...short because I had 2 days off from work and my employees that are like my kids, which I dont have by the way (different story) and long because I was awaiting a day with a friend of mine and we had a blast...well I did we will have to see what she says!! haha...her dog and mine almost fighting..over a plastic bone...she has a Pitbull and I have a Boxer.....both a year old or close to a year....so make your bets gentlemen....I think my boxer would win, it all started Thursday me preparing for the carne asada at my house....I cleaned my house or at least I think I did real good and went to the store to buy all the materials for it...and my grill was a rim converted into a bbq grill was pretty cool my neighbor lend it to me....I had trouble starting that fire...but I did and it was good dinner...than the party started...me laying in my bed almost all night....and her dancing...which was perfect for me...cuz I didnt want nothing else to do but enjoy the night...some white wine, red wine, champagne and I wanted some beer but the dam lady in the store didnt want to sell any, and it was like 2am thats about the only thing I hate about Puerto Vallarta they stop selling liqour at 12am, I mean dont they understand there are drunks out there like me that need a fix at 2 or 3 in the morning how can they deprive me from that.

I also forgot the feelings of enjoyment from what I did...it had been a long time, too long and its good to feel that way once in a while like me smoking a joint I do it once in a long while but because I want it and wish it not because I need it or crave for it which should be something people should understand, well I actually dont know why I started writing this blog or to what purpose, Im not a guy with an imagination to write about every little thing, I actually am a person that forgets everything...if its not of my benefit or importance, I automatically throw it away....its weird.

Well anyways....see you next time!!! oh yeah today is clasico America Chivas and my Aguilas will win!!!

Monday, October 19, 2009

Its my Bday

Wow...today is my 29th birthday...and I lived so much and so little at the same time....Ive seen things I dont wish on anybody..but there are things I havent seen that I wish I could....like a different country, different scenery from the one here in Mexico, I mean I am proud to be a Mexican however my soul is a nomad, always have to be on the go and be different places, which is hard once you are 29.

29 years are said easily yet for me it seems like an eternity....and it feels like I have lived for 40 years....and I still feel like Im 21.....Ive lived with my foster parents....Ive found my biological mother..dont know my real dad....Ive been to over 20 funerals....Ive witnessed over 3 births (those are very special) met my sisters and my brother, not a man of many friends but loyal to those I do have....done drugs, crack, peyote, ecstacy, coke, meth, never been an addict, dont do drugs now. Ive smoked cigarrettes and stopped for a long time and smoke again....Ive visited New York, Florida, California Texas, New Mexico, the Grand Canyon, Disneyland and Disneyworld when I was 21 Ive lived in Phoenix, Cancun, Puerto Escondido, Acapulco, Chihuaha, I know Playa del Carmen, Mazatlan, Cabo San Lucas...and yet with all that I have done in my 29 years I still feel unfulfilled...I have more to do, fall in love again....live another 29 years I hope and live more things and visit many more places....29 a long time but not enough.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

my beginning....

Well...I dont know how to start this blog, but i guess its good to write stuff down....my name is Tim originally fromo Oaxaca Mexico but raised in the luke krohn projects....born out of a rape...given into adoption....at 11yrs old took my first steps in a long career in an 8 by 10....at 20 finished my career at that 8 by 10... at 21 met my real mom...at 23 moved out.....well there is a lot to tell if you are interested stay tuned!!! my life is a trip with some drugs on the side